
YESTERDAY'S GONE

kel & i
tues: actually meetin melody to california fitness, but she too tired(1st time), so we decided to cancel off. cabbed down to amk wit kel to get some medicine. & den moved on to amk hub. kel suggested to eat kfc, i felt very guilty aft eatin )= went to play photohunt (me & sam's fav) aft tt, memories of me & sam kept flashin, miss her alot...
got myself a pretty slip-ons. an adorable my melody & kuromi puzzle caught my eyes, bought it for san & melody. & a bus card holder for me, my mum & kel (: while kel gt me glass stick-on stickers, thankyou!
was very frustrated bout sch stuffs, but seein my frns & family do make me cheer up. i love dem all ^^ signin off....

p/s: sry to boon & sam. did not cal u guys due to my awful sore throat
3:45 AM
fri: met yujie today, she totally changed. frm sum1 cheerful into sum1 so depress, hardly c her smile. hope she wil gt over the blues soon. well, im not fine either. been botherin bout withdrawal of sch, nw dat i've made my firm decision bout withdrawing frm e sch, dere r so many admin things to b done. gotta pay a penalty of $1050 too, damn it. did a diy card for dear sam & kel, hope dey like it (: anyway cant wait for madonna's new album to b out by 28th april, e only thing im lookin forward to rite now...
2:04 AM
tues: fortunately it was an off day for me. im havin a fuckin terrible sore throat, horrible flu & swollen eyes. seldom wil i consult a doc unless i culdnt take it, & yes dis tym i reali culdnt take it. kel acc me to e neighbourhood clinic, while i acc kel to yishun to 问神 bout some things. every step i took makes my head heavier, e feelin was unbearable. takin MC for wrk tmr, cant imagine myself tokin to e customers in such an awful voice...anyway thanks to every single 1 of u dat is concern bout my sickness, so swit of u guys. i wil b alright soon ya? so dun worry. loves (:
9:57 PM
mon: i fuckin hate my voice, changes bit by bit due to sore throat. sound so disgusting. ahhh! woke up at 7am & went to california fitness wit melody. we ran treadmill for 1 hour exactly, den moved on to elliptical trainer & cross trainer for ard 20 mins each. bth of us were perspiring heavily but e feelin was great. bathed aft dat & realized tt e women dere r very open-minded, dey culd jus be naked & walked ard e changing rm. lol. anyway im goin to consult a doc tmr, cant stand my flu & terrible sore throat )=p/s: happy birthday to my dearest yizhen ((:
9:00 PM
19 april' sat: was late in mitin kaiying dey all at marina square, so took a cab & rushed dwn. nv did i expected dat even though i was late for 10-15 mins, i was stil considered an early bird, im e 2nd to reach, lol. e other 4 den slowly joined in.
we watched e show The Forbidden Kingdom. initially felt it was lame, cos u see e chinese deities speakin english which look so funny. hwever as e movie proceeds, u wil slowly get engross into e movie & cant wait to c wad wil hpn next. n i must applause for e kungfu dey played, so beautiful & exhilarating. it's definitely a not-to-be-missed action-packed blockbuster for this season! RECOMMENDED!
aft that, 5 of dem went for steamboat while i went to mit kel & we went to white sands to look for esther. long day but enjoyed it as i gotta catch up wit my ex-classmates & colleagues (:
7:57 PM
fri: went to rivervale mall's fila wit melody. i gt a pair of shoes & she bought quite a no of items too. den to compass pt for lunch. melody insisted to treat me sakae sushi, thanks alot (: bought daktacort cream for kel. came across lee hwa jewellery, melody was decidin which wedding bands to get for her wedding. i suggested one of e designs & she lyk it too. hopefully san agrees to it oso, cant wait for their big day (:
me & my darlings e other day (:
sam love dis & i bought it for her. she cal it soysoy
sam took dese w/o editin at thailand, aren't they beautiful?
soooo romantic!p/s: dearest sammy, i'll kip my promise, dun worry. thanks for ur supprt always, n i'll b waitin for u to cum back. loves (:
6:29 PM
thurs: i did an insane thing tday, joined california fitness wit melody, spent 400 bucks per person & became a member (heart pain, i culd buy a gucci wallet). dis sound totally mad but yeah, we've already had plans on wad to do alrdy. so just all e best to us~
quarrelled wit my dad wen we talked abt my withdrawal frm sch. i may hav to pay 100% of my sch fees although i quited sch cos it's abit too late. my dad was furious, & used harsh words on me. alot of things began to flash in my mind, felt reali depressed. can u imagine i lost my wallets like forgot-how-many times; lost my phones 3 times; lost my laptop once. & reflecting my past relationships, & many other unhappy things. for a moment i felt tt im very useless, its meaningless to live in dis world.but do tks to e pp who r oways supprtin me & showing concern, i love u guys, i truly do (:
5:47 PM
wed: i realized evrytym durin my off days & wen i'm settin off to cineleisure, it wil rain heavily. it applied for tday too. im sum1 who doesnt lyk to carry umbrella, but tis tym e rain is too big, i've no choice but to bring. cabbed dwn & i noticed town area wasnt rainin at all, n im fuckin drenched even though i brought an umbrella. bloody shit.
met emily, & we accompanied kel for dinner. den bth of us went to catch e show run papa run. alright, sum parts r funny but e movie wasnt as gd as i expected. e ending wasnt impressive, or shd i say dere is no link? considered a lame show, quite a waste of tym & money. ltr ah lim & phoebe joined us, accompanied dem for supper. halfway i left to mit san, melody & kel. a day full of emotions.
thanks to k for dis sweet lil 七仔, it brightens up my day (:
4:56 PM
tks k for e bangle, lighter, file & passport holder. i reali duno wad to say, i guess only thank you & truly thank you (:
3:49 PM
these days hav been a confusion. but i guess right now i've made up my mind in tt major decision. thanks to many ppl who gave me encouragement & advice. u shd noe who u are. appreciate e thoughts & hope i move on happily. same to u guys (:
2:34 PM
thurs: evenin cabbed dwn to cine to mit my darlings sam & stella. took neoprints to kip as memories. passed by my shp, melody suggested we go to suki sushi & eat. so we all agreed, ken joined us ltr too. aft tt, mel went bck to wrk, kent went to mit his frn & stella left for thai boxing trainin. thus sam suggested i go to her hse at tamp to chill. ard 10pm, cabbed bck to cine to wait for my colleagues to finish wrk, & we went hme tgt.
although i was ill, but i stil enjoy my day (:
12:23 PM
9th April (wed): awaited day, sam's back! acc her to extend her visa at orchard. den we moved on to hav breakfast & sing k at cine kbox. enjoy every moment tgt (: nxt stp, bugis. jalan jalan ard dere & gt myself a vintage top & belt. met ah choi & his frn & had sum drinks at nydc. wanted to meet liyin too but due to timing, we make it nxt tym.back to tamp, had dinner & many chats. den proceeded to sam's hse. she made me laugh like mad, & i must admit she's e only one dat can mke me laugh til i sore throat or gastric pain, haha. cherish e times we hav as she'll b leavin soon. anyway tmr mitin her again, woohoo (:
11:34 AM
the 4th day since sch reopens, & i didnt attend for any at all. i cant believe that i actually chose a course 1 yr back dat i totally detest nw. & yes, i've jus received e news dat i cant chge course at dis point of tym as expected. e only solution nw: quit & work. i noe dis isnt a brilliant idea as it wil affect my future tremendously, but no choice, no way will i continue studying sth which i do not like at all-disconsolate-
3:34 PM
thankyou (:6 april (sun): waited for k at compass pt, k surprised me wit a bouquet of roses. was totally surprised. made our way to ps to watch shutter, i personally love e story line & i think e movie was great! i admit i cover my eyes durin most of e parts, but i stil leave a small gap to watch it, lol. too bad e movie was totally similar to e thai "shutter", dey only chged it to angmoh version.

proceeded to cine & had a short chat wit melody at shop. den me & k went to pastamania for our dinner. i made e wrong choice, cos i only ate 1/3 of my spaghetti, which hpn all e time -.- next stop, kbox. sth unhappy happened due to misunderstandin. but lets 4gt it, take it as it nv hpns. aft tt went to shop to wait for our colleagues to finish wrk den we go for supper. hwever a fight occured btw mel & san. it's nt a normal fight, dis time it involves violence. even we r injured. dun wna fill in e details cos it reminds me of unhappiness. fortunately, dey patched hours ltr. did not follow e rest to supper cos my brain was too tired & im feelin ill.
anyway tks k for all e things done, appreciate it alot. & very sry for any sadness i've brought to u. im truly grateful to u.
11:10 PM

fri - o4/o4: went to buy step up 2 soundtrack from HMV in e mrnin. played it in our shop, finally sth fresh. although e shop has manyyyyy CDs but we hear until very sian.
anyway got to noe a girl frm chicago steakhouse, she oways cum to visit our shop wen she is free. & today during midnight, wen she gt to noe tt i haven't grab anything for dinner, moments later, she came up wit steak, fries, veggies & soup. i was so shocked. appreciated it & reali thankful to her (:
10:35 PM

thurs (o3/o4): WORK! stocks were totally out of control, they r piling up like mount everest. any space available in e shop r all occupied wit e humogous stocks. customers cant even walk. e worse thing is, it's only san & me wrkin, til emily comes at 6pm. but she's a newcomer, definitely not expectise in doin stocks. for once san & i feel like givin up. even boss's dad realized he shouldnt hav gave tt much cos stocks hav oso arrived frm another supplier.
evenin time, wenhui, jingwen & beverly came dwn to help us. & of cos, dey gave us great help, we can finally concentrate on e stocks instead of performing triple-tasking. we r truly grateful for their help & appreciate e things dey done ((:
p/s: tks mervin for e ring & engraving ^^
9:44 PM
monday (31/o3): me & melody requested off day from manager. went to khe salon for a dye & haircut while mel did rebonding. was satisfied wit the light golden blonde colour but haircut was too short, but no choice, hav to get rid of those dead ends.cabbed down to bugis' 观音庙 to pray, den made our way to cineleisure. san joined us in having dinner, den later back to work. aft tt, we made our way to kbox to sing. it was totally madness, can u imagine me singing 一辈子的孤单 by 刘若英 4 times & 我很好 by 刘若英 3 times? cos mel wan to learn tt 2 songs & she insisted me to sing rather dan jus playin e original song. lol. but overall we reali enjoyed..
later waited for 3 of our colleagues to finish wrk n we went home tgt. how cool would it be if we hav all dese done every week (=
cut my fringe 2 days ago
pics were taken b4 goin to salon, pardon me for my laziness of nt takin e latest hair
e bottle actually contains stars, many thanks to k (:
8:35 PM